More Pictures

Andrew's Mummy - Esmeralda at the IPPAZZI concert



Us with our beloved Andrew



Fallen Knight


Brother and sister


I spoke at the beginning of the concert. I spoke of the need for an open dialogue on the subject of suicide. I said that Andrew’s death will shine a light for others who will be saved because of him.
But today I don’t have much to say. I just want to look at pictures. I want to listen to my heart and just be.

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5 thoughts on “More Pictures

  1. Dear Esmeralda
    I found your blog when i was searching for subjects by abraham hicks. Immediatly, i started readin it from the begining and followed your journey out from the depression to the way of enlightement. And it touched me deeply. Then , seeing the post where you say that you have lost your loving Andrew, it was a chock!Although I cannot even imagine the depth of your pain,I´ve known the fear of losing a son, as my oldest son had a very bad kind of cancer 5 years ago… thanks God, he is OK now…
    Trough your words, one can see the loving mother you are and the loving family that Andrew has.
    I’m praying for you and I’m sure that this terrible pain will get better as the good memories and your profound faith in the means of the universe will help you all the way through .
    Be in peace,because your beloved Andrew already is.
    Cintia

    • Dear Cintia, I don’t know why, but your message is making me cry. O maybe I know, it is the recognition between one loving mother and another. The only way to know love is to be love. Yes I have faith, and I turn to it second after second in this struggle for survival. I so wish for everyone to know how BEAUTIFUL Andrew was in this life, and I can only guess his blinding beauty now. Peace on us all.
      Om Shanti, Shanti, Shanti
      Esmeralda

      • Dear Esmeralda
        The moment I started reading your blog, I felt a connection with you, and I can´t explain that. I never met you, I´m a long distance from where you are(I’m brazilian and live in Sao Paulo), but yet, I feel that I know you, or that we would become good friends if ever we met and have good laughs together. And this feeling doesn’t happen often to me with people I don´t know. After I followed your story , I can´t help thinking of you during my daily chores and of Andrew and all your family and praying for God to send all His love, and to wipe your tears with His gentle hands. And I’m sure He is already doing it,and carrying you on His lap, although it must be hard for you to realize it, through the veil of your great pain.
        I feel , deep in my heart, that you will survive, as Andrew already has. Only in a different way…
        Keep believing, Dear Esmeralda, and it all will be showed to you.
        By the way, Andrew is BEAUTIFUL!He looks like an italian Prince…
        All my prayers for you and your family
        Cintia

      • Dear Esmeralda( your name is so beautiful…)
        Since I started reading your blog, I felt a connection with you, something I cannot explain.I don´t know you, I live a long distance far from you( I’m brazilian and live in Sao Paulo)and yet, I feel that we would become good friends if we ever met.After reading about your Andrew, I couldn´t help thinking of you, and Andrew, and all your family, and praying for God to send all his love to all of you, to put you on His lap and to wipe your tears with his gentle hands. I´m sure He is already doing this,and that Andrew shares this lap with you, although I understand that it must be hard for you to feel it, through the veil of your great pain. It will get better, dear Esmeralda, and you will survive and be able to laugh again and to feel the warmth of the sun in all its greatness.
        And remember: Andrew has survived too, only in a different way…
        keep believing.
        Love
        Cintia

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