I didn’t want to get up this morning.
Maybe when you relax you feel even more tired, and I do feel really tired today.
I haven’t slept well at night in the dark.
I toss and turn and check the time. I check the sky for signs of light, even a hint of the coming dawn will do.
Alone in the dark I am scared. Alone in the dark I can’t see Andrew.
I cannot embrace him, because to do so would mean delving into memories, pain, sorrow…
And I don’t want that, I don’t want to upset Andrew’s journey.
Now that he’s gone I want him to have Peace.
Peace and Love.