Hugh and Robert arrive this evening.
Florentina and I are looking forward to seeing them. And I especially cannot wait to hug my little boy, Robert.
Robert is looking forward to his first ice cream of the season (Sicilian Season that is). He said that the first ice cream he is going to have is Jasmine.
The wind is warm again today, and the sheets outside won’t take long to dry.
My friend Caterina gave me Reiki healing at the beach yesterday.
Lying on a towel on the warm sand, I accepted her gift of energy and fought the primordial scream that wanted to rise up from the depth of my being.
There are times, like yesterday and the day before, when it is as though I am hearing the news of Andrew’s death anew.
The agony and horror are as fresh and raw as on that first day, on those first few bewildered minutes.
I am better today.
One day at the time, that is all one can address, one day at the time.
My time on the computer is up.
See you tomorrow.