I am sorry to have been absent for so long. I have been… I have been, period.
I am still here, doing what I do, cry, laugh, get upset, go to therapy, rally for those who need me to rally, I miss Andrew, I still can’t believe what happened. I feel that’s been a while since I last saw him and I really would like to see him again.
And there are times when it still seems like only yesterday.
I don’t think I can rid of the horrible pain. I am learning ti live with it, and working on transcending it, going past it, integrating it into a working life.
Does this make sense? Oh well, in any case it is what it is.
But I do have something new going on: I have started my second book, a fictionalized memoir. Gosh, the places I have to visit in order to write it.
Please, do keep me in your hearts as I keep all of you in mine.