Why are there still times when I feel as though I am going to die of pain. I literally feel my insides being ripped.
My head seems like it’s taking off…
The screams that want to come out of me sometimes, like today, when I am on own, driving, frighten even me.
I pray that someone out there is on duty, watching and listening, because anyone with less experience than me, feeling the way I do, has no bloody chance.